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2003-12-31 - 10:02 a.m. Happy new year la di dah. I've been living in a zombie state these past few days, not really awake when I appear to be. Everything feels intensified by a thousand right now. Someone does something nice for me and I feel like sobbing. Someone says something unintentionally discomforting to me and I feel like sobbing. I want in, I feel left out, I reject, I am a misanthrope but desire to be a socialite. I get dizzy when I stand up. I'm self-indulgent. I am a whiny brat. � |