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2003-8-28 - 9:23 p.m. I've healed fairly quickly in the past from being hurt, probably because it's difficult for me to be completely vulnerable in the first place. There is a chance that I may be more vulnerable than ever at this moment, but it frightens me and my first instinct is to run, to make something go wrong so that I have a reason to freak out. Based on my past experiences, I feel it's rather rational for me to feel this way. Crazy mixed up logic. But I'm going to run with it instead of from it. It's time I let go of the insecurities. � 
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